Chocoerin’s poems for suckers of love…

It’s 2am and i’m wide awake,

i think of you and all our heartaches,

i tried to hold you but you won’t stay,

i just wished i can changed our yesterday…

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oohooh… i lost you in a heartbeat…

oohooh… i wished we never met,

each other… each other…

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it’s wednesday but i’m not okay,

still i reminisce all our good days,

with you here by my side,

wished i could feel the same heat inside…

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but you…you left me here too…

but you…i don’t even have a clue,

that your gone… your gone…

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you left me here all alone…

with no one there to hold on…

i thought i had you here all along…

but your gone… your gone…

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why’d you left me here with nothing,

why didn’t you said a word,

you left me here all dreaming,

oh how can you do this thing,

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it’s 2am and i’m wide awake,

i can still smell our birthday cake,

i looked for you but you’re not there,

where are you, this pain i can’t bear,

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but you… you are gone in a eye’s blink…

oohooh… wished i never fell for that wink…

but it’s over… it’s over…

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you left me here all alone…

with no one there to hold on…

i thought i had you here all along…

but your gone… your gone…

(you left me here and your gone…)

(you left me here all alone…)

Note: unang song ko ito, magiging rockstar ako para sayo…

hahaha(^.^)kung sino ka man…

When the worst is over we’ll start again,

Aim high, shoot low, believe in wonderland,

Dreams do come true to entertain again,

Look up, never give up, come hold my hand,

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When the worst is over we’ll start again,

New life, new path, adventure of our time,

Dreams do come true to entertain again,

Be free, thread it softly, teach them to climb,

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When the worst is over we’ll start again,

Drink up, eat well, live up our only dream,

Dreams do come true to entertain again,

Let’s go, fix up our mess, we are a team,

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The worse is over we’ve come full circle,

Let us catch our dreams, start the new cycle,

She was always there when i needed her,

Her tender touch caressed my soul to ease,

I never saw her face till my falter,

She unmasked her shady soul at my please,

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She dared to rip herself just to unmask,

She wants me to see in my distant past,

She was there waiting for me in the dusk,

At that very moment she’s free at last,

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She took me to a point of no return,

I’m neither dead or alive in my wake,

I was left by everyone to go burn,

But she was there with me to cure my ache,

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Finally i am liberated, free,

Eternally burning, hell is with me,

Bullshit! drop those cards, i’m calling your bluff,

Are you saying you don’t really love me?

Love me now, hate me soon, i’ll toast the laugh,

That’s not real if it is a tragedy,

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Bullshit! drop those cards, i’m calling your lie,

You said always until forever right?

How could you, leave me now, it’s a nice try,

That’s not real if it is a distant blight,

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Bullshit! drop those cards, i’m calling your turn,

You told me we are for real, not a dream,

It’s too soon, ask the moon, you’ll let me burn,

That’s not real if it is a silent scream,

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Bullshit, never tell me this is a bluff,

Card games, do not give me this kind of crap,

It’s me after the war, down to my knees,

It’s the story of life and death between,

Caught up in a whirlwind, i’m in one piece,

I am caught up amidst my deadly twin,

I lost her now, and she can’t be revived,

I’m trying, keeping myself at one piece,

I lost her now, i wish i didn’t survived,

I’m crying, i hang on the one i miss,

Still at one piece after a tragedy,

Wish i’m dead and with her, just by her side,

I can’t pretend to be numb and happy,

She’s all i’ve ever want, now gone subside,

How can i stay in one piece without you?

How can you go living me, take me too,

Evade the defender and you fade away,

Your time is ticking don’t you miss the spot,

Attack anger and take it all the way,

Your time is coming reach for the top,

Slip a little you come back down gave up,

You have work hard for years and fade away,

You don’t want to stand up you want to pop,

A wrong step brought you down low in dismay,

There i was to help you stay on your way,

You are a child of the universe dear,

Do not throw it all and just fade away,

Get up on your foot i will be right here,

You will make it and forget about me,

Fade away to a place where it’s  blurry,

Sooner or later, my time will take me,

Purge me into darkness, burn me in the fire,

Sooner is always an eternity,

Later we will be captured to inspire,

Death is time, ticks away our youthful glow,

Life is death, it comes out all in the end,

It’s the only natural way to flow,

Wish i wasn’t natural to make it bend,

Life can never be described, living life,

Death is proportional to life itself,

Life was never like a backstabbing knife,

Death is life, a dead tree nurturing whelp,

Heaven and hell will judge where i’m better,

Sooner or later, i’ll know the answer,

Smile, look at the world around me and lie,

Can you see the fake faces of this world?

Are you happy to live this life and die?

Burn from your mistake, how much can you hold?

Smile again, a fake smile gives a fake hope,

A flickering hope that will make you fall,

Let others come, teach and preach to them, pope,

But did you ask yourself of your true call?

Just smile, laugh and giggle, to their ending,

Everything has an end but smile while left,

You, child of the universe, we’re parting,

Drifting, every second counts, life is theft,

Afterlife is fake, do all as you feel,

Smiles aren’t real, just go out, lie and kill,

I am stock up in the twilight meadows,
I can’t move, can’t escape, can’t compensate,
The clock sits still in the lonely shadows,
Ticking, my life must be saved but too late,

Drained of the zest my spirit will give up,
Happiness and hope are fictionated,
Three, two, one, my heart is going to stop,
Memories remain untouched and bloated,

Count the days of sorrow and the misguilt,
What have i done wrong that you have done right,
Trembling down the pillars of what i built,
I am refreshed by the darkness and night,

This is my breaking point, i can’t hold on,
I’m stuck in the twilight, i can’t move on,

Last time i looked upon your face i’m loved,

Wanted, appreciated, now cursed,

Last time was just a thought sent from above,

Far from reality, hidden indoors,

Last time was more of joyful mystery,

Never existed, a mere vague moment,

Last time i touch you i felt so happy,

Drifted thru time, a constant sentiment,

Last time would have never been last time,

Floated in the mists with all hope cherished,

Last time was a moment you are still mine,

A dream far from reality vanished,

Last time was just a thought i want to touch,

I wasn’t real nor fake, loved it very much,