here i go again on a speech i can’t even finish,
this words of "i love you"s are coming out of my shell,
i cross my pincers wishing myself luck,
no i’m not making all of this up,
i can’t keep it anymore i’ll burst my sanity,
i love you and i mean it,
from the very first time i set my eyes on you,
yes a long road coming back to first year high,
i loved you for all these years,
seven silent years of disarray,
i was completely shattered when you first had a boyfriend,
that i can’t help it and loss control of myself,
even now i find myself restless,
i carved a ruined path,
too many collateral damage,
yes all is fair in love and war,
i don’t even know now how i’ll start,
we are good friends and i can’t risk that,
i can’t be too selfish right?
or is it worth risking it for i may not have a next time,
i thought myself to patiently wait,
i can see at the guys you had that they are not for you,
but i can’t tell you deserve much better than that,
because i don’t have anything but a promise of love,
i myself am starting again,
i’m full of faults as you can see but there’s a lot more,
but my heart sprang out of the patience and its shell,
the moment it knew opportunity,
i want to tell you all of this after i graduate,
but i must grab this opportunity now right?
you may misunderstand me at this point,
but i’ll stand up tall to any statements presented,
no its not because you are a model now,
not because of your fancy things,
not because your a nursing student,
there’s only one word to testify to all this,
people call it love but i don’t even know it really,
all i know is i have this feeling that i can’t explain,
but keeps me coming back to you,
this is it my dear why i’m getting cranky inside,
i love you very much,
and i have no reasons for it,
i’ve been longing for you all this time,
all i have is my love for you.
